im still sad. heart still aches. sigh. seeing their pictures, make it even worse. tried very hard not to think about it, but i cant. sigh. talked to shaf, everything's okay with her. Aim.. i dont know. i really got no idea how. i dont wanna know why, i dont wanna know a single thing. i dont wanna see, yet i viewed. im just making myself sad. who to blame? M-E. dont know who to talk to now.