Checked out your Facebook after quite awhile of time. Realized it has been years since we met. The last time we met was before I left the school? It's been two years by now. I realized a lot had changed ever since I stepped out of that school. There's still times whereby I would wonder was it a right decision I made? What would I became if I hadn't stepped out of that school? But then.. one thing that I know for sure, I wouldn't meet a bunch of crazy and funny girls if I hadn't leave that school. They are good, I do appreciate them as my friends. But I would be very happy if you guys will just stay in my life and not walking out of it. It's been long. I know it's hard for us to talk to each other because I don't see you guys everyday, but we managed to cope up with each other's life for one year, didn't we? So why can't we do it now? Why stop? We used to be so close, we used to text each other everyday and talk. And now? I wonder do you even miss the moments we used to spend together? We met each other since primary school. We had fights, but we managed to go through it together. But nowww... it seems like you just forgotten every single thing. You have your friends, I have mine. Look like we're on our own now. I really miss those time when we would text each other when we're having problems. There's no turning back, is there? I'm definitely fine with my life now, my current friends.. It's not like you guys aren't my friend anymore, I just felt so far away from you guys. It's like so close yet so far. We hardly talk now, it's like we're only hi-bye friend. I do not know how you feel but I'm definitely not feeling good about this.

I'll just move on my life cuz I have to. 

Antisocial.

CNY is always bored for me. :) Went Andrew's house just now. SheiSze, James & Sung Jie were there too. Met some of my primary classmates & new people. Not good at mixing with new people. After all, the party was fun IF I wasn't that antisocial. :) I think I am becoming more and more antisocial lately. I just find that going out to meet new friends is weird. It's weird for me to mix around people who I don't really know. It's hard for me to start  a conversation. Being friendly to unknowns is hard, talking to friends of my friend is hard too. Couldn't find the same topic to talk. So, everything just seems to be hard for me. Guess people walked out of my life too often that I can't allow anymore hellos? When there's a hello, there will always be a goodbye. No one stays with you forever, no one will be by your side forever. Can't be so selfish to ask one to be by your side forever too.

Just needed someone who would come with a hello & not end with a goodbye. 

Chinese New Year.

Happy Chinese New Year peeps! :) Went out with babes, Caryn, Wen & Mei on the New Year's Eve for Caryn's birthday. Happy belated my dear :) Watched Journey 2 The Mysterious Island! The 3D effects were just awesome, so much better than others. Dwayne Johnson aka The Rock is just muscular like last time! Damn, I remembered, I used to watch wrestling bcuz of him :P The story line was not bad, quite interesting. Josh Hutcherson is cute :3

Had a great day with 'em :] 

Went reunion dinner afterwards. Reunion dinner was never a fun thing to me. I don't know what to eat there, therefore I'll always feel hungry after I went home. Totally not excited about CNY. What's there to be excited about? Suddenly all the relatives that you never met just pop out like that. So-called-reunion. If you have that heart, you won't wait till it's CNY to go for a visit. My 1st day is just dull & bored. 

Signing off. 

With Her.

Spent the day before Chinese New Year's Eve with her, Yih :) It was a last minute outing actually. This girl, whom did not complete her New Year shopping earlier, therefore she had to rush. *laughs* Went to shop with her about 4 hours at Queensbay. Went to her house afterwards. She invited me over to have steamboat with her so she will not feel that awkward around her elder brother's friend. Tsktsktsk. Vain with her when we were in her room. :D

Thanks for inviting me over :) 

Directioners :)

Yes, I am officially a Directioner from now onward! I am in love with One Direction! Not only Zayn, but the rest of them too! *SCREAMS* They are so so so so so so so cute & good-lookingg! :)) Well, Zayn would be my favorite of course! Zayn Malik! He's only NINETEEENNNN. He can be my boyfriend :D :D Their songs are nice too! I can repeat it for a thousand times, & the MVs tooo. 5 hot guys :) <3 Zayn, Louis, Harry, Niall, Liam! :) 
School has been a mess to me, tuition as well. Friends too. Things aren't going the way I wanted it to. But.. Thank God momy bought me Galaxie Bumper Issue! So many celebrities that I like are in the issue! Ian Somerhalder, ZAYN, Justin, Bradley James & moreee. :]]
Well, that's all for now. Gotta catch my The Vampire Diaries nowwww. :)

School.

Tomorrow is the first day of school. I am totally not excited about it. It's been almost 17 years, I've never been excited about going to school, meeting friends. Never. I'm actually scared. I'm afraid of going school. I have this weird feeling whenever there is a holiday and then school reopens again. I get tensed up & eventually become emotional for no reason. Going back to my daily school routine, sigh :/ Never enjoy a moment about it.School reopens means no more Tetris Battle? :/ 
I can feel that we're getting further apart. We're no longer than close anymore. We hardly go out together, it actually upsets me a lot. But what to do? That's the consequences you face when you are no longer being in the same school as 'em. Things just changed before you even realized. 
My attitude has been getting worst, I realized that. It's just I don't know what to do to change it to the better. Nowadays, I realized I'd prefer ignoring people than to answer 'em a yes or no. Just don't come & disturb me when I am feeling not okay. 

When I grow up, I wanna get a small tattoo at my ankle. :) 

I love One Direction! :) Zayn, Harry, Liam, Niall, Louis :) 

Watched So You Think You Can Dance s7 today, again. Man, I just love Kent, Robert & Jose! & of course, Lauren too. They can dance so damn freaking well. Omggg. Holy shit. Awesome like hell. All the top 11 were like OMGGG.

Anddddd. The all stars! Dominic a.k.a D-Trix! He's just so cuteeee >< & he reminds me of QUEST CREW.  ABDC champion for season 3! But too bad, he left QUEST CREW already :( Their dance.
I super like Ryan Higa & KevJumba too! *winks*

They somehow made me feel a lot better when I am feeling sad :)) thank you for being an entertainer :) <3

2012.

It's finally 2012 now. I am actually excited about New Year since the day I started to work. You've got no idea how badly I wanted to go for New Year countdown. But I ended up in Pesta working, sigh :/ what a way to celebrate New Year's Eve & New Year man! I swear, if I ever work next year, I am so not gonna go to work on New Year's eve! :/

Anyway, met up with Ema, Juan Xin, Sean & Sarah! How much had I missed Ema! She's been awhile for too long already! & she's leaving again! :/ Sean was funny somehow, for me. Juan Xin is still like his old him :P we  met up with some people, they were supposed to talk to us about e-learning, but I guess we messed it up? Oops, :/ Can't blame us, can you? We're just students after all. :D All we care about is friendship, studies, relationship, celebrities :P Had some thoughts on going to gym, but the disadvantages are you have to pay rm900 before going. :/  Why can't it be monthly feees? :[  Went to have brunch at KhunThai early in the morning. But the food came at 11.40p.m ._. With relatives of course, & well, for me it's pretty boring again. Like usual. The place was quite nice though.

Quit being so irresponsible. 

Grow up, dude. 

Happy 2012. :]