whatever happened, already happened. no point of think about it. they went, went without me. thats the fact. accept it, pek ee wei! i tried to dont care about anything, dont think. but i cant. but now i care. this will be hidden inside my heart, never mention it ever again. even though it hurts. today, qi's postponed bday party. gonna snap photos with her! miss her like fuck. i wanna sleep early, and yet idw as well. LOL craps.