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Ohayo! Finally I'm updating about KFSPP which happened about few weeks ago. Too many unfortunate stuff happened after KFSPP. Sigh. We got third this year. It wasnt what we expected but getting a medal and being in the first line were definitely something more than I expected. Though I still dont think I did my best. It was just another day whereby I dont feel like running at all. :( I'm so sorry. KFSPP was also my last time of playing Floorball though Floorball is actually a fun sports. Just don't wanna stress myself out. :) 

Lost my aunt last Thurday. It was definitely something that I wasnt expected though I know her conditions were going worse. It was also something new to me as in I've not lose anyone that is close to me ever since I started to understand death. It hurts to know that she has left us forever, but it hurts more to see her suffering this way. It actually hurts a lot when I thought of her. How I don't get a chance of greeting her, seeing her asking about hows our life, and also her smile. To be honest, I really dont think I can bear this if it happens again. I was strong enough to attend school's prom because its something that I didnt want to miss and its also a way to stop myself from thinking too much.

Prom was indeed a fun night without all the sad stuff going on. Everyone was dressed gorgeously too. 
Photos are up in my Facebook. Do check out if you're curious how CGL girls rocked Hard Rock Hotel. ;) 


My condolences to all those that lost their loved ones.
I will always remember you, aunt. :)

Anime

Hello there peeps. It's 2.35am and I'm still here. *laughs* Guess what I'm doing :P Not watching drama but watching anime instead. Yep, I'm once again addicted of anime. Dont you think anime characters are like super duper hot? Like smoking hawt. I swear I'd do anything just to have a boyfriend like Usui Takumi! Right, if you dont know him, you should go google him up :P I'll tell you a little bit about him. Usui Takumi is an anime character from Kaichou wa Maid-Sama! He has blonde hair, green eyes, nice weight and height. He is also caring and super sweeeet towards the girl he like, Ayuzawa Mizaki! Though he is quite a pervert at times. Still, he is super hawt. 
Btw, this anime has quite a number of hot guys too. Just so you know. :) 

Some people actually wonders why do I love watching anime and drama since they are like scripted and it won't happen in real life anyway. Guess that is the reason why. My life will never be as wonderful as those in the dramas/ anime. That's why I chose to fall in love with it, and forget about my miserable life. It is also a way for me to forget all those things that I don't wanna remember, temporary. It helps. :) And oh.

Happy July!

 27 more days. If you know what I'm saying ;) 

 I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I’ve been hurt, but I’m alive. 

I’m human, I’m not perfect, but I’m thankful. 

My life isn't as good as others but I'm grateful that I'm still alive.