Birthday Dinner

Second last day of 2012. Time flies. I still remember the first day of school 2012, when I thought to myself "this year I'm gonna work real hard for SPM'. I don't think I did. *bittersmile* I did tried tho. Anyway, merry belated christmas!
On the 28th, we had birthday dinner for the December babies (Yen Chee, AiLeen and Sumita) at Euro Deli. It's my first time there tho. I didn't even know where it was located, all I know was it's somewhere in Gurney Plaza. Sorry, I'm not a Gurney Kaki after all :P I was late for about 20 mins, thanks to Danny Pekkk. :P

Me, YenChee, Becky, Aileen & Sumita <3 nbsp="nbsp" td="td">

Crazy KP! :) 

The cake for the December babies, it's delicious! 

The food there is nice, Vann and I shared 4 sausages, from huge to small size. *laughs* And then, we started to vain, like usual, girls.

Kisses from me, mwahs! Credits to Jolynn :))

Wanted to get another ear piercing but by the time we went into Gurney Plaza, everything were closed. Sigh. No luck.

Happy belated birthday to the girls! :) 

love always, 

Mich.

Girls' Day Out #2

This outing was honestly quite a last minute one, but yeah. All of us managed to go except for Tessa, tsk! We watched Ah Boy To Men. It's about National Service, which quite reminds of me, cuz' I have been enlisted too. And yes, I'm a girl == Sigh, I wanna go first batch la, damnnnnn. Pssst. I don't think NS would be that bad right? :) Went Sushi King for dinner and we did vained there, but it wasnt that nice. Tbh, we vained almost everywhere. Hehs. Met quite a number of people today, not really glad about it. The more I think, the more I'm feeling sad. Or rather just not happy. Get it? But its okay. It's just me anyway. Been going out a lot lately, but yeah, it's after SPM right? :P I'm pretty tired and my brain isn't working properly so yeah. Thats all for now. 

Our desserts :D 

 

Umm, I missed you. 

Love always, 

Michelle. 

Trip w/ friends.

I'm back! Last week around this time, I was still inside Yih's mommy's car otw to Genting along with Yih, Joanne & JiaWen. JiaWen is a new friend, Joanne is someone that I know she's Yih's friend. However, after this trip we became closer and I'm really glad about it. We went Genting for 3 days and KL for several days. Genting didn't changed much, everything were basically about the same, the locations and etc. Before I went for the trip, I was really worried that I can't get along with them but thank God, we managed to get along just fine. :)

Food in Genting is expensive, like I expected. We had a hard time searching for reasonable prices for food. Outdoor themepark was like usual, crowded but we managed to play all those extreme rides, such as CorkScrew, Pirate Ship, Flying Coaster (my first time and I was scared to death), Spinner, Space Shot (except for me & Jo) and etc. Indoor was a bit of boring cuz' we went on only Roller Coaster. It was pretty much freezing there, I didnt know Genting had became so cold!

I think this looks really cool. It's the bowling place btw. :) 

 Some pictures taken at the temple near Genting. :) Do check outs photos from our Facebook profile :) 

KL was always jam. Some facts that won't change in a million years. We stayed at Subang Jaya, Yih's uncle's house. It was HUGE. Damn, gorgeous. Their family is very kind too. :] We went Sunway Pyramid, 1 Utama & Bangsar Village (only to buy Chyn's shoes -.-) Jo & Jiawen were hoping to meet Jane Chuck & Ashohtonic somewhere around Bangsar cuz' they always go there, but we didn't. I was hoping to meet Chammaine tho. Teheee. Bought 3 bracelets, 2 packs of jelly beans from KL and thats it. Brother bought me Sticky :p 

the room we stayed was full of this. :D 

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We watched The Perks Of Being A Wallflower & Wreck-It, Ralph at KL 1 Utama & Sunway Pyramid. :) The Perks of Being A Wallflower is damn nice, like damnnnn. Emma Watson <3 font="font"> Jo, JiaWen & I teared up during the movie. Wreck It, Ralph too. Awesome *thumb up* 
Thank you to Jeff for fetching us to 1 Utama & Yih's cousin for fetching us to "lim teh" & Wreck It, Ralph. :))  I really had fun during this trips. <3 p="p">

Love always,

Mich. 

Can't love

So recently I just finished two animes. Kuroko No Basket & Inu x Boku SS. Well, as you know anime that I like usually affects my life. This time is no exceptional. Kuroko No Basket didn't really get affected my life as it's about basketball, but one thing for sure is that people with talents is always somehow better than people without talent. Like me. Wasn't born to be smart, just can never compete with others. 

And then here comes Inu x Boku SS. This anime is about a girl, a ayakashi who hates herself so much that she isolates from herself. Then there's this guy who is also an ayakashi that exchange letters with her that notice things about her that people don't. She fall in love with that guy and that guy too fall in love with her, but she doesn't understand how can someone like people like her. Cuz she acts tough in front of people and she tends to hurt people even though she doesn't want to. I think I'm a lot like her except I'm not that pretty and not an ayakashi. Honestly, I don't think anyone can like me. It's like, why me? A girl who'd rather spend her time watching tv than going out. Play puzzle while others go to club. I'm just weird. I like odd things. And, I find exchanging letters are really sweet but no one does that anymore. 

Well, in conclusion, this anime is really nice. :] [spoiler] that cute guy died in the manga. Sigh, I'm so addicted to it until the limit whereby I will start to tears up whenever I thought of him died protecting the girl and she died as well. Then when they reincarnated, they don't remember anything. And the girl, has the fear of losing him again. But he's different. And I don't think they got back together and thats really sad. :[ 
I think I like all the characters inside except for the bad guys. Stupid Inugami!

Love, 

Mich. 

Too Much.

So.. Today I finally went to watch Breaking Dawn, I was so excited the whole day. Well, then there is just gotta be things that ruin my mood, but whatever. I managed to get there in time with Yih. And IT WAS AWESOMEEE. This is the best series of Twilight Saga ever. I think it was better than the novel cuz there was this one part that I don't remember I read from the novel. Maybe it's because of the point of view was from Bella. And heck, Bella looks gorgeous being a vampire, almost perfect! ;) And Jasper toooo. I used to think that he looked weird, but somehow he looks attractive to me now. And Emmett too. And Alice! My favorite female vampire, always so pretty and cool! This time, Rosalie looked pretty to me too. And kind. Honestly, I just love all of them! The Cullens. This time, there is a whole lot more of vampires. Super awesome, they are all so cool and most importantly, some of them have some superb "gifts". I like Zafrina, she reminds me of Tyra Bank. Gorgeous! I don't think I can list all of them out cuz it will be extremely longgg!

I don't think anyone actually has an idea how much Twilight Saga means to me. 

And todayyyy, I managed to watch my Fairy Tail until ep150! Finally finished the story about Infinity Clock. And as usual, Fairy Tail never fails to make me cry and envy those characters. Sigh, I really feel sad for Cobra & Kinana. :( And all the others Oricon Seis, especially Imitatia. And Lucy too. :[ I still feel sad thinking about it. I've started to watch Kuroko No Basket! Hehe. It seems quite nice, and I really hate people for underestimating Kuroko! Eeeeeeeesh!

And sigh. I realized that I'm actually not important to people. I mean its like, I do have friends. In fact, I could say I have a lot of friends. It's just when it comes to more important things, not necessarily people that I take as good friends remember me. People that I thought they dont care but they actually do. And the funny part is that, people that I thought they care actually don't. How funny is that. I know I shouldn't be upset about this cuz I have people who care about me. Who remembers me. It's just, all humans are greedy right? And maybe, I expect too much. Cuz..

I was dumb enough to believe in things that I know better than anyone that I shouldn't. But I still did. I know it will hurt me somehow, but I still do it anyway. Because I was, am still dumb. Dumb enough to believe. It's just too much for a day. From extremely happy to extremely sad. That's why, never expect. So there will be no disappointment. 

Not good enough.

Even after almost 2 years had passed, I still want to know why did you decided to leave me. Was I not good enough? Was I not pretty enough? Not understanding enough? I'm sorry that I wasnt perfect. I'm sorry that I wasnt like her. I'm sorry that my definition of cute is different. I'm sorry that I dont like wearing dresses or heels. I'm sorry that I am weird.
You left ne hanging there just like that and came talking to me when you needed my helps. Honestly I dont mind, and I'm really glad that you talked to me. But.. Am I that worthless? I dont even worth your time to be friends with?
I guess that 1 year didnt meant anything to you but it meant so much to me. Maybe it was just me dumb enough to believe it. To stoodby your side when everyone said it was your fault. I'm sorry I fell so deep. I'm sorry that I was a burden to you.

Week 2: day 3.

Last paper I sat for this week was Physics. It was just a few hours back. :) 2 more subjects, 6 more papers then GOODBYE SPM! :D
Previous week = holidays = no study = spm die. I did studied around 2 hours per day but it was only for Add Maths. I know I know, I am pathetic but what to do? Honestly, I kinda regret that I did not used the time wisely. *bittersmile*

Physics p3 was fine, but p2 and p1 were HELL NO FINE. Sigh. I'm just stupid okay? I am not that smart == Screwed up Add Maths and I still cant believe it. Like really, -.-
Q: Mr Ahmad's son gives him rm500
What I see: Mr Ahmad gives his son rm500
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!?

Anyways, now I'm down to 2 subjects and my future depends on it so yeah. Thats all for now. :) SPM is no joke alright.

P/s: went out earlier during Physics p2 cuz' I didnt know what to do. :) And yeppp, I drafted this wall post when I was sitting for my Physics p3. :P

Love,
Michelle.

week 1: Believe In Yourself

So today is the last of the first week of SPM. Had Maths today, which is my favorite subject among all the others besides English. I screwed up 3 questions just because I didnt have enough confidence in myself! I tend to get really paranoid when it comes to exam. I always doubt my instincts or answers even though they are correct. Then, when I decided to change the answer it turned out to be wrong! Seriously, if only I had believed in myself. Maths overall was fine, much more better than the other subjects.

First day: BM. Second day: English. Third day: History. Fourth day: Maths. 
BM was hard like usual for someone like me that poor in BM. Like really. Although I started reading Komsas one week earlier and I had finished the whole thing, I think I did worse than some students that just studied for a few days. Sigh. I'm just not that smart okay. I practically spent half an hour during my BM exam to draft out what I wanted to write here. Teehee. I was bored, alright? The first day literally killed me cuz' I didn't have enough sleep the night before and BM was from 8-4.30pm! There was obviously breaks in between but I can't drive so I couldn't go home. Sejarah was damn. :/ Sigh, things that I skipped came out. It's always like that!

SPM freaks me out the moment I tried to sleep when I was only a few hours away for the first paper. I also hate the feeling when we walked into the hall every morning. We queued up and walked in together, it feels scary yet fun! :)

That's all for now. Gotta work harder for the other papers. :D

Just believe in yourself and you'll do well. :) 

Supernatural

I just have to post about this one episode of Nura: Rise Of The Yokai Clan: Demon Capital! Episode 4.

Oh dear, I love this episode so so much as this episode talks about Nurarihyon and Princess Yo. I like how Nurarihyon appears in her room even tho there are seals around her house. And how he told her he wanted her. *blushes* and how he brought her out to his house full of yokai! And he looks so damn hot. Shit. Although I'm constantly reminded that he's old now. I'm really curious about him and Princess Yo. I hope they got together and not other girl with him :/

Umm. I know this anime has been released quite awhile, but I just realized that it's so nice so yeah. Bear with it for awhile alright?

And do you realize that almost all the anime I've watched are related to supernatural beings. Don't you think they are so cool!? Like Rikou or Nurarihyon, I would love to have a "yokai" to be in love with me too!

And in Fairy Tail, I want Gray/ Jellal! :O wheeeeeeee. Super adorable.

Apologises

Is it that hard to apologize after you did something wrong? I've wondered about that. Today, I finally understand. There's no reason for it, you just find it hard to apologize even when you know its your fault.

So, today my friend and I... I wouldnt say skipped class, I'd rather say we decided not to go up for certain lesson so we could study in class. BIG MISTAKE. We thought that the teacher wouldn't know or cares, but he/she knew and cared. Sigh. We were then asked by our monitor to go up to her class which left about 10 mins only. At first we werent that scared, so we just went up. But the moment we reached the door, we just couldnt walk into the room as we started to feel guilty and scared. We stood there for about 10 mins, thinking should we go in or should we not. At last, we decided to go in to see the teacher after the lesson ends. We quickly apologized to teacher the moment she saw us. There was nothing else we can say to her. So we apologized over and over again. We never planned to apologize until we saw her because we knew we made a mistake. And thank God she forgave us, but we were still given demerit.

There were others that "decided not to enter that lesson" too. They werent that lucky cuz they didnt went up to see her.

Trust me, dont ever do this. Maybe once to experience it. But I swear here, I'm not going not enter another lesson anymore. I do not want teachers to have bad impression about me, and its a student job to enter a class. Sigh.

Learnt my lesson. Apologises do helps in life. Do apologises when you're wrong. That just shows that how brave you are. Believe it. <3

Happy 1924!

Attended Gladys & Sing-Yee's pre birthday celebration today at Via Pre. The food there isn't that bad. Had fun with all the girls, Zoanne, Sing-Yee, Gladys, YenChee, AiLeen, Jolynn, Vann, Keshia, Eunice, Ching Yi, Edlyn!
Happy birthday girls! :DD