xmas celebration 09

went sarah's church yesterday for the belated xmas celebration. gotta wear formal, so i wore formal. so damn funny wearing a dress. because of the celebration, i bought a new pair of shoes to suit my dress. not a heels though. i dont wear heels ;) reached the church around 6 something, i guess? can't remember. they went to have dinner at a coffee shop nearby. a group of teenagers in their formal wear and heels! so awkward mann. i met some new friends. actually is a lot. but not really can remember their names. i remember Marilyn, Jeremy, Ray. three only -.- they all spoke in english, well i just have to be quiet since idk them well and my english sucks. don't wanna memalukan sendiri in front of so many people. both of the gay are funny. one titi Eurasian, another one was playing with his mirror. funny niaa. went to have supper after the celebration. mom reached around 9.45p.m didnt inform us. end up getting lecture again. sighh. will upload the videos of vincent and shaun dancing soon. the end.

me and dear aim.

was daryl trying to act cool? xP

lyn.

makan! makan!

daryl.

shocked ewe ming xD

zoey the maid XD

*yum yum*

ruo yun.

here is some photos i captured during the camp.

15.12.2009 first day of kpa camp. reached around 8.15a.m committees taught us how to save people, CPR, run the host! got no idea what is all these are for. didnt pay attention for it after all. fooling around with daryl & cheekeong at the night. went home at 10 o'clock. 16.12.2009 second day of camp. a masakan competition. station game and a presentation. got no mood after mom called up and said that the ministry tidak meluluskan my appeal. sigh. dont know i should be happy or sad after all. was feeling so.............. dont know how to describe. was sitting there and thinking nothing, doing nothing. just staring far away. daryl and zhi ying as usual advised me not to be so sad anymore. but idk how to feel! happy or sad?! i dont know! sighh. the only one who did the less thing for masakan was me! but i know daryl didnt blame me for that i guess. cut some carrot for the soup and 拔菜(dont know correct word not) finallyy i laughed. all cause of kean loon cut the carrot with some funny ways and he looked funny when he was cutting it. hah. daryl was shocked? or dont know what reaction he was when he saw the carrot, hah. boiled the soup for like 1 hour plus plus. goshh. i was so dam hungry and moody :/ daryl was so down and continued by lyn if im not mistaken. night time, presentation! we were the one and only group prepared :D we danced, did some stupid stuff such as Daryl & Yui Chun hid behind a board. there were cheering when we were dancing *whoo-hoo* people gone wild after the presentation. not all, but a few. third day which is also todayy! today got pc, penyelamat, bomba competiton and kawat kaki. daryl was nervous until "skuad" became "stood" when he was giving command. almost everyone burst into laughter. he even called Janice ENCIK! mygoodness! went to see puan ooi after that. asked her why. she gave me stupid reason for it until my uncle talked. she became so soft taking to him -.- i got a prize for the presentation. lyn & daryl each got two for Ahli Aktif & the best presentation! (: Conclusion : my groupmates were down at the afternoon and high at the night! -- thats all for now.

i feel great todayyy! :D was practising dance moves with my group mates, Lyn, Daryl, Zhi Ying. Yih stopped by for few hours. Taught Zhi Ying dance moves, meanwhile Lyn taught Daryl. fair and square. hah. wasnt that good like Lyn, though. she planned it right? but still can catch up. luckily x) left monday for the training only. dont think we could make it. hah. but must have confidence in doing everything right? :DD downloaded PPS today as yih asked me to download. all in chinese -.- idk anyone movies in english with chinese title. how to watch? found harry potter. haha. watched harry potter and the half blood prince for like 23 minutes then stopped. after that, watched 90210. niicee. going to watch when im free. i'll stop now as i got nothing to post already.

don't know why suddenly feel like blog. maybe blogging is only the one i can tell about what i feel. am i still a friend of yours? best friend? no, i no longer have the thought of i am your best friend. i started to feel that the way you reply my message is not like the way you used to reply. maybe i am being over sensitive? i hope i am being sensitive. can someone tell me that people around me are still the same? because i think everyone is changing so fast. i need someone who i can always lean on. but i don't. all i can is tell my friends. but i don't think they can help me. sometimes can though. i don't know who is real and who is fake anymore. i don't know who to trust anymore. everyone around me seems like they are wearing mask. am i really that lousy? am i really a failure? am i really that bad until no one wants to be honest and real around me? maybe i am the one who is always being fake. all the thing goes back to me. ME. MICHELLE PEK EE WEI. i really don't know what to do anymore. i need someone who is real for me to lean on. i have to act like nothing happened and always smile in front of you all. i have to always be the silly one just to make you all smile and laugh. maybe i am just some toy for you all. never been your best friend, and never will be right? i am just someone that is normal. everything i hope wont come true will they? no i don't think so. maybe i should not have exist in this world. yes, i admit i am jealous..

am i still one of them? i think no. i guess yes. obviously i dont know! everyone seems like hate me. what did i do? i did nothing. first, the stupid hangout. huah has to according to everyone's schedule. i asked her when they ask me to ask her. i know you thought that i was lying to you about that. but i swear i did not! i swear i did asked her about it. she told me that cancel, so i tell u cancel. why would i want to lie? why is everyone around me acting so weird? what am i suppose to do? is going cgl a right choice? i am really lost now.

holidays.

holidays are boreddd! finally today get to online. well thats because of danny, my brother, went out today and hasnt came home yet. siggh. watched 4 episodes of a korean series - princess hour. one of the main character look so handssomee! :D hah. his name is lee-yul in the show. real name is kim jeong-hoon. suddenly fall in love with korean series x) yesterday was actually the day to plan our dance for camp performance. but we only planned a few moves. hah. we couldn't think of any guy-ish moves for the guys so end up sitting there and chat. and poked each other. hah. crazy right? i love kim jeong-hoon! he is 29 years old. so oldd. too bad. x(

kim jeong-hoon x)

well thanks sis for helping me edit my blog! thankyou! my links arent that much like the others :)

new moon.

new moon is freaking nice!

mann.. bella. i hate you for hurting jakeee! i know u love edward! but how could u ?!!!

gurney.

woke up at 10.41 today. should be waking up at 10. hah. Lyn's mom picked me up around 11 something and headed to Gurney Plaza. went to Manhattan Fishmarket for lunch. all paid by lyn's mom. so damn paiseh. after that went to buy tickets for 2012. wow, there was lot of ppl there. and new moon was selling fast! haha. after that when to shop around with lyn. around 2.30 like that went up to the cinema there to meet her mom's fren's kids. bought large combo, and finished it when the movie is not even half -.- hah. cried when i was watching 2012. so pity them laa. hope when 2012 comes, i wont die the way they died. so damn creepy! im a popcorn maniac! after movie, go shop again. dinner at somewhere called mr.dunowhat. XD paid by lyn's mom also. even the movie tickets was paid by lyn's mom. reached home around 9. rushed to queens to buy tickets for new moon! wow, there was lot pf people there. before i bought the tickets, my heart was like going to pop out! so worried that i couldnt get the tickets. after buying the tickets. went home. thought everything settle.. suddenly.... lyn texted and told me that ema is going tomorrow! another big problem! i didnt buy ticket for her cause no one tells me that she is going!! cham dee lohh. just now say the computer the seats left 3 rows nia. mana she is going to sit?? hopefully 2mrw stil got seats left.......

LET'S HOPE!

here's the photos of the day. grrh. lazy to upload lerh. (:

my family.

i dont have a great family.

my mom seems to hate my dad lot. she wouldnt wash the dishes. well, i guess being their daughter i have to wash it x) hmm , she just went to sleep, cant wash yet. i wonder why she just acts so weird. sighh. new moon is now showing at cinema!!!! <33 mann. im saying that everyday!

Holidays have started.

WHOO-HOO exam is finally over! but sadly.......... it's the last day of school, too baddd! im so gonna miss my friends!! yesterday wasnt not fun for me =( last day od being a heng ee student, im proud of that, but im sad of leaving my friends! went to a wedding dinner yesterday, was not fun at all. the more they sing, the more i felt bored. hah. today gonna attend mom's boss house-warming without any companions. only my mom. OMG! so many people had watched 2012! I WANNA WATCH LA WEIH. new moon is gonna release soon!!! SOON! 26.11.2009

sick?

I felt sick today. but luckily my body temperature is normal. at first i checked is 37.5 celcius, is still considered as normal right? after awhile i checked again, it dropped to 37 celcius. im hearing noises of firecrackerss ! went to family dinner? i guess is called as family dinner. my uncle invited my family and also my grandma and grandpa and so on.. to a restaurant to eat..

but i wasnt feeling well.

instead of resting at home, i went there too. i dont feel like wanna go, but my parents sure wanted me to go right? reached there around 7, wait for the others till 7 something. but we started to eat at 7. didnt wait for them actuaaly. my brother and i were the first started to eat. he was hungry. the food weren't really suitable for me as i sorethroat.. sigghh. ate a little, all the food were involved with CRABS I dont really know how to eat it !

im at home now,

thats for sure cause im blogging!

hee. ate a panadol and the medicine of sorethroat.

going to queens tomorrow with mom and brother i think.

i wanna buy some new shirts!

thats all for today!

bye!

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

tomorrow.

Tomorrow is the day school giving out form 3's textbooks ;

it is also the day my mom taking transferring letter (:

i really hate to be the new kid.

the feeling of friendless sucks!

sighh.

i wondered how Sarah survived.

FRIENDLESS!

she was worse than me kan?

no friends at all!

at least now i've got sarah and ema =)

well, but thats what i want right?

i get what i wanted.

im leaving heng ee, for real.

im leaving x)

DAMN YOU!

What's the matter with you , ASSHOLE ?!

First, you say my picture hiao.

SO?

what if i am ?!

after saying, apologised.

said what if u say that picture nice, your friend will beh syok.

SO WHAT ?!!

I didnt ask for your compliment,

shut up la!

your friend beh syok,

then dont talk to me la!

I dont need you to talk to me!

If u dont like the way i am,

GO AWAY!

i dont need a friend like you!

I've got other frienD!

I just said idw my novel to spoil,

and for those who doesnt know how to take care will spoil the book.

i never say YOU ARE ONE OF THEM!

of course novel can be taken care of!

IF YOU DONT LIKE MY BEHAVIOUR OR MY STYLE,

DONT TEXT AND ASK ME GOT WHAT HOMEWORK!

Im enough of all thesee!!

we're friends now.

well, texted her yesterday.

idk why was i doing that.

seems so weird.

nvm that.

now patricia and i are friends.

i no longer hate her.

as i knew, i thought she hated me.

but she says she doesnt hate me.

a friend is always better than enemy right?

i know you guys are shocked to listen that from me.

cause i called her b**tch for the past.

but now i felt guilty.

here'some photos i said i'll upload.

Bored Bored Bored.

Went to school this morning, but went back before anyone does. xD Thought the anniversary should be more fun than last year, which the stupid guy told us that it should be more fun. Now i know it was a lie. stupid! eat eat eat. phone is not allowed to use like always. no one came for speech, useless club. so damn bored. nothing to play. not allowed to listen to music! wtf! i just hate my life =X

MY BELOVED GAME!!

OMIGOSHH ! I cant believe it! i just cant believe it! they blocked my acc! DAMN YOU ASIASOFT! DAMN YOUU! they blocked my acc which means i cant play my maple forever!! DAMN DAMN DAMN! well, actually is my fault though. if i didnt want to change password, then i'll be playing my maple! now that i've figured out my registered email for asiasoft. i cant sign in that email! cause i've forgotten the password for like years ago! SIGHS* i gotta to remember the password!! I lost the password for like years ago too! how am i suppose to recall it ? I thought the password is jessemcartney, but it's wrong. i cant even answer the secret question! "mother's birthplace" IDK! i've tried "malaysia", "penang", "georgetown". I even tried "PULAUPINANG"! but all of the above answers are wrong! WRONG!

FREAKIN' BORED

Yipee ! Brother went tuition. thought can play my beloved maple. who knows........ dad came back he wanna use, i gotta use comp which doesnt have maple. aihh.. dad's gonna take a nap. maybe i could just curi-curi use his laptop and play. hehee. i miss maple so muchh.

Aih..

whole form ranking dropped again.. dropped till 85! 85! haihh. gotta work hard for the last exam. After the last exam I'll be leaving HEHS and going to CGL if the pendidikan approve my application. got chances to leave all the bad memories and don't need to see someone i hate. but no worries guy.. I'll always remember the moments we've been through =] sissy, thanks for the masterpiece =] i couldn't post it here yet. didn't upload to my lousy computer. but but but.. no worries I'll post it in my blog x) I found that my form teacher is extremely crazy and got no senses at all. maybe she should go to mental problem hospital. gotta cut hair again =[ hate to cut hair. one thing that i wanna leave HEHS : hair problem xP gotta go now! byee! will post soon :)

Belated Birthday Celebration =]

Thanks Sarah! Thanks everyone for going to sarah's house!

24th September!

thanks for celebrating me and Lyn's birthday! ;D

I miss you guys so much!!

too bad i dont have those photos with me!

It was a suprise birthday party!

They tricked me and Lyn!

we were so dumb! XD

Yesterday went to sissy's house with Yun Qing. We were the last to reach. Yun Shang & Li Ji reached two hours before us i think. All of us were in red, especially sissy. We had so much fun there. We even prank called someone. Too bad Lyn wasnt there! =[ So bored after went home from sissy's house. Cant online, no movies to watch. btw, I've finished Burning Flame 3! Kevin Cheng looks so HOT in Burning Flame! gtg now~ bye!

WHY?

why why why? why did you come to the same tuition as me?!!! arghh.. some more sat at the same row as me!

DAMN YOU !

Today was quite bored though.

I finished copying kh folio.

*claps*

CANT WAIT TO WATCH NEW MOON !

the new trailer looks so exciting!

I SUPPORT JACOB! (new moon only)

XD

Actually idk what to post.

*haha*

I LOVE KEVIN CHENG ! :DD

what a bored day.

hello guys.

it's been quite awhile since my last post.

Today's quite ordinary, nothing special happened.

School was like usual - BORED

especially when history.

stupid Ah Ewe was teaching us about those warriors that already passed away.

bored *yawn*

Results like hell.

So damn bad this time.

Total average only 73.xx%

*sighs*

Studied so hard end up like hell (didnt study quite hard actually)

Gotta work hard in Bm as im going to CGL next year.

And like my brother says all my other subjects is quite OK except Bm.

Went home again but not walk this time.

dad dropped my brother and I at house then he left for work.

As usual,

brother curi-curi went to Melissa's house,

gotta cover up for him again.

Im a good sister =]

Something strange happened though.

Saw sirng online when i signed in my msn.

he said hai to me.

and asked me what's my name.

not sure whether is him or his gf..

Strange isnt it?

Thought could train my Dit..

but bro asked me to train for him.

and im training it very very sloww.

should be mapling now, but im blogging and mapling.

two steps at a time =]

got to go now,

byee!

will post soon!

e3 wei.

Fun.

Today was so fun! Went N-park again. but not as fun as yesterday.. Today was supposed to train badminton with Ray. but we didnt.. haa.. Ray waited for Emanuelle, Lyn, Sarah and me for like an hour or more.. Well, can't blame us right? The line is sort of got problem. So we was like 'where is Pei huah?' When the time we went down.. We see no one is there.. So, we shouted. lol. we didnt really play badminton though. we sort of spent our time taking photos. but, most of the photos is not with me >< tomorrow is going to Sarah's house for movieee! I like this holidays so much. I think i'm spending my holidays wisely XD P/S : I WANNA MAPLEEEE !!

Finally..

Finally..

Exam's over..

Whoo!

Well, sort of happy now.

But, when results out..

so DEAD..

*sighs*

I'm turning into a maple freakk!!

omigosh~!

haha.

Enjoy the holidays while it last, people!

=]

maple cant play. *cries*

What A Day

Sighs. Firstly, got caught cheating in a stupid nilai test.. but then.. didnt kena anything punishment.. PHEW ~ Secondly.. YOU BITCH! dont you dare to point at me and whispered to your friend ! BITCH ! Thirdly. YOU BETRAYED ME ! how can you helped him? I'm your friend too. sighs..

I freakin hate you!

WHAT THE F*** ?!

how the hell you got my picture ?

YOU ASSHOLE!

Took my picture without my permission and now begging for forgiveness?

NO WAY, that is so not gonna happen!

I HATE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!

P/S : TAN EE JACK IS NOT LONGER A FRIEND OF MINE !

Happy birthday, Bao Li aka Snooby! =]

Latest News XDD

Well, 28th of July is my birthday! Happy Birthday !! XDD We broke up again.. weird* haa. OMIGOSHHH !! he actually remembered my birthday!! so glad about that x) I've forgotten what to post xPP

Regret.

What you want from me?

Reply whenever you like and acted like nothing happened.

WHAT ARE YOU? An alien?

Please la....

Tell me when you wanna go DOTA..

he's good when he's good.

but i think single life suit me more..

Never try to get back what was taken away.

It doesnt make any different at the end.

Just make you suffer more..

That's what i think.

James is right..

When a guy doesnt text you, it means he doesnt want you anymore.

Why am I so stupid?

HE DOESNT WANT ME ANYMOREEE

whats the point of waiting?

Sighs*

iloveyou my darling james.

We broke up on July 7.

Sighs*

We get back on July 20.

lol.

Happy Birthday Shuen! ;D

So happy that so many people actually know when's my birthday!

XD

I've got nothing to post actually.

haa.

Picha Picha

niceee XD

Pictures at Dewan Sri Penang.

I like this verryy muchh XD

MonkeyLyn and Me

Forgot to rotate and lazy ler.

haha.

beach near Dewan Sri Penang.

I lazy to rotate those picha that i havent rotate.

I know Im lazy XD

haih.

Quite awhile since i blogged eh? haha. It's been quite fun together with him. but it's got to end on a day. which I decided to end it on my birthday ;D I'm MAD ! I can't disappointed her anymore. They meant a lot to me. I've got to sacrifice a person, which will be him. I'm sorry dear. Hope you'll understand. Thanks Ph.. thanks a lot.

i love you dear.

It's Alright, It's Ok

You told me

there's no need

To talk it out

Cause its too late

To proceed

And slowly

I took your words

No looking back

I wont regret, no

I will find my way

I'm broken

But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

Alright, OK

So don't you bother what I do

No matter what you say

I wont return

Our bridge has burned down

I'm stronger now

Alright, OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

You played me

Betrayed me

Your love was nothing but a game

Portrait a role

You took control, I

I couldn't help but fall

So deep

But now I see things clear

It's Alright, OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

Alright, OK

So don't you bother what I do

No matter what you say

I wont return

Our bridge has burned down

I'm stronger now

Alright, OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

Don't waist you fiction tears on me

Just save them for someone in need

It's Way to late

I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

Alright, OK

So don't you bother what I do

No matter what you say

I wont return

Our bridge has burned down

I'm stronger now

Alright, OK

I'm so much better without you

I won't be sorry

It's Alright, OK

Alright, OK

Without you

No matter what you say

It's Alright, OK

Alright, OK

Without you

I won't be sorry

It's alright, It's Ok by Ashley Tisdale

OMG

OH MY GOSH!

I can't believe i accepted him,

LMAO*

My friends dont like him much after all.

I can't change anything.

So, guyss.....

just continue dont like lah.

i dont mind mia.

Where were you ?!

I couldn't find u just now.......

ARGH..

Felt kinda regret accepted him.

I'm so STUPID.....

aih.

I'm weird...

Loneliness.

Today went to Queens. I felt more alone than ever. I felt guilty too. haih ~ I'm blurrr. .... ... .. . I HATE MY LIFE.. but sometimes i love it.. XD If can turn back the time, i wish i always be form one. It's better. I'm so sorry !!! I'm forgetful! ARGH ~

What's happening to me ?

I felt very alone this few days although I've got friends.

Yesterday night, i was going to cry.

Cry for what?

I DONT KNOW~

haih.

but at the end, i didn't cry.

All thanks to............. Ray Ang PH!!

thanks a lot.

I appreciated it a lot.

x)

I dont know what's happening to me.

It's like a lot of things happening around me, but actually nothing is happening around me.

What am i suppose to do?

And...

Im giving up on boys!!

WHOO ~~

if i manage to, then i'll be pround of myself!!

haha.

thankss!!

XD

Today was not really boring. I played maple for 3 hours ++ and didn't level. Some more got 2exp. Im useless. LOL haha. Im going to get 2M.. *happy* all thanks to my brother..? haha. I wanna watch Hannah Montana The Movie. My sis and dar already watched. I want to watchhhhhhhh!! Argh. Enjoy your trip to Sarawak , Sarah! And enjoy your camp, Wei Ming + You Yi ! =]

Addition

TAYLOR LAUTNER is freaking HAWT!! XD

My Long Lost Sis

Today i'll introduce you guys to meet my long-lost-sister since i forgotten to introduce. She is Shafiya. LOL haha. Sis , you are only 38 kg. how fat is that? im much more fatter than u la. haha. that video u asked me to watch, Joe Jonas - Single Ladies. OH MY GODDDD, he is so GAYYYYY. and the shirt and pants he wore, it was so urgh. eww. but i still like him LOL i love ya. michelle

Today im so bored.

Walked home on 12 noon.

Accompanied my brother to go back since he wanna maple.

see, im so kind. LOL

Didnt get to play maple today.

Aiks.

I need to complete my history folio.

I've totally got no idea how to do it.

INSANE SIS, i like your blog.

LOL.

Later need to figure out how to do history folio.

DANG !

):

That's all for today.

Goodnight people!

Today when i was watching Rhyme Of Life, idk why i suddenly started to sob.

Maybe I've wanted to cry a long time ago, just that i can't cry.

Luckily mom wasn't at home.

Or else she's gonna ask a lot of questions about it.

Holidays is so bored... but idw school day either..

haha.

Got to start mapling, will post soon.

byee !

Back from exam.

Finally, exam is over. wooo. haha. I'll be less posting since i need to chiong my maple. hehe. i've got nothing to post actually. haha. well, happy holidays !! =)

It's been awhile since my last post. Exam's coming up. Studied a little. But... Cant really remember all.. haih..

*****

I really fall for him?

Is that possible ?

hopefully not.

Well, i guess that's it for today.

Got to study.

byeee !

Michelle.

bored.

It's been quite awhile since my last post. Well, today is so damn bored. Finish reading Harry Potter and the Order Of The Phoenix. Now, i've got nth to read. *sobs* Gonna start reading Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince. Can't wait for Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince & New Moon. I wanted to watch this two movies so badly, but the movie is not yet release.. So, i've got to wait. I've still got homeworks to do, but... I'm LAZY. ;) Exam is near.. *takut takut*

*****

I wanted to know the truth.. Sighs. Will you tell me the truth ? I dont think you will. When will you reply me ? . . . . . . . . . . . . .

Queens

Went to Queens yesterday with Ph & Yih.

Met Sarah at KFC.

She was with her friends.

So, Ph and i just ate potatoes & whatever-thing-that-Ph-ate ( idk how to spell)

After that we went for a walk. haha.

We watched Wolverine. It's so niceeeeee . =)

I met a few friends there.

Saw Daniel when I walked to the cinema there.

And then saw Yun Shang and a few prefects too.

When Ph, Yih and I walked out from the theater to go toilet, I met Joey.

I saw her at ChopperBoard but I didn't know it was her.

She yelled after me and i looked back only I realised that girl i saw in the ChopperBoard was her!

I saw KOAY LAY BENG too, the one who caught me in the first day of school !

I didn't greet her .

I'm blind.

haha.

Here is some photos before i went Queens and some in the fitting room.

Me.

She's HOT

Today my class was so unlucky. The Headmaster, Goh Boon Poh stopped by in my class when we were in the science lab. He complain about us that we were not like 2B, we were like 2M! 2M is not in the morning session la, Mister! He came in twice. The second time he came in was to ask Asher, one of my class prefects. He scolded Asher and asked him to take off his prefect's tie and badge! He is crazy man! Today teacher asked us to complete the Star NIE templates which is alr been quite few weeks ago. My theme for the templates is relationship problems. I needed a feature story for 1 page (DAMN) and another is some sort of advises. The feature story that i can come up with is Ph's story. Do you mind i used your life story as my feature story? I can change if you mind. I still can't think a title for my feature story. haih. Next Tuesday need to hand in ler. I'm dead. I forgot what to post. I've got bad memory. Keep on forgot what to post. OH! I remembered. Another kor, Chean Young. Don't sad la. Work harder for next year. I'm sure you can do it GAMBATEH! End ! =D

I Miss You

I miss you. Where have you been? Texted you, didn't reply even though the msg delivered. Are you avoiding me? Kor, I damn miss u ! It's been so long since we texted. I know you're busy but u can't just simply ignore my msg.

Sports day

Today is so damn bored that i've got nothing to say. So, i decided to post something about sports day. Well, yesterday was my school sport day. Woke early in the morning, wore Full Uniform to school. It was so damn hot wearing it. After a few hours in school, we finally went to the stadium. We shouted when those primary students ran while the rain was so heavy. That is what my Uniform Body, KPA good at. haha. I felt that I've feeling with D , but he is sort of K's bf. But k always denied that D isn't her bf. That doesn't make sense. She kept D's phone, D drank her water. They are so close all the time. We got bronze for march pass, which is last St.John got gold was what we expected, but Girl Guide got gold too! WTH ?! Should have been the KRS got gold! They are much much better than the Girls! UNFAIR!

That is me after having dinner at grandma's hse. x)

My Hair

Went to cut hair just now,

and my hair look like SHIT,

and it's shorter than my bro's !

DAMN IT!

He is proud of it,

and i'm sick of it.

damn my school !

Feeling better than last night.

Never thought that our friendship will became like that,

i hoped i can turn the time back.

And everything can become normal again.

but.........

my hope will never come true...

there is no going back....

What's going on ?!

What the hell you all want from me?

I know that the two of you are staring to hate me,

so ?

Do i need to obey the two of u?

Who do you think you are?

i treat you as my BF,

and how you treat me back?

I'm always a mirror to you all.

PS : Talk to me whenever you like, don't bother them.

I do not belongs to them.