Umm, exam is around the corner like really around already. But here I am, sitting in front of computer and updating my blog while thinking should I watch Dream High ep11? I'm like a tortoise follow the day KBS airs the show and everyone's so curious about what happens that they are like bullet trains speed :P This few days have not been a good day for me. Emotional every night, I could not help it but feel sad. I do not know whyy, many things just pop into my mind out of nowhere. Many things happened, suddenly felt like do not know who to trust, people who I am supposed to trust I did not trust, while those who I AM NOT supposed to trust I trusted. If you get what I am saying , :P Sighhh. Oral is still on my mind, I do not know what topic should I talk about? Everyone seems to be doing a great job, while I am still stuck, -.- Went to library with Guatwei today, met WanWen, Caryn, Anchaya, MeiYan & WenJi :D They are all so hardworking other than me :P People go to library to study whereas I went there to play Caryn's iPhone, I am so so lazy :P Spent few hours there doing nothing, this is why I'd rather stay home and sleep instead of going to library. Listen to DreamHigh every night, I'mma freak :D I should be like that! But I am not :(

I'll be fine :P

What a day,

So not fun Gotong Royong 2011. -.- Thought it would be fun and I was kinda excited about it, but it turned out to be so *dotdotdot* Am not gonna say what happened but seriously whenever I think of it, it pisses me off. Hell. I seriously do not understand what you guys were thinking. It is YOUR class too, not only mine. If you guys never meant to help, then dont come in to the classrooom and walk away when we neeed help. Everyone's tired too. Puan Cheah asked Yy, Yw and I to go to each and every claasses in CGL to check if the graph board is clear. And so, we went :) It was very tiring but I had fun clearing with 'em. Finished an hour before recess and so we sat there and did nothing. Lol. I bet other classes were so much more fun than ours. Sang Fall For You with Debbie and Guatwei, JoYee and MichOng sat beside us :D That was fun ":) Go back to class and had to study Chemistry, blahblah. Did not pay much attention to teacher as I was so sleepyyyy. And now, here I am using the time I should sleep to update my blog. Heeees'

What The Hell, #

short updates

Umm. There goes another week and the end of Chinese New Year. :D People seems to be sad about it while I am not, :) It does not really make a difference after all. School was like usual, craziness, pressures, emotional, happiness, everything is there. I no longer remember to countdown days I will be in 4Arif anymore. It is kinda okay right now, only pressures. Felt like giving up science stream out of nowhere. Not knowing why. Just felt so pressured and like have no confidence at all. Perhaps I need to study and work harder. Well this is not an easy task for me, ._. Will just try my very best. :) Off to PPS and homework. Tomorrow is GOTONG ROYONG ;D Hope it will be fun!

#Fuckin' Perfect!

Today is February 14th, as everyone knows today is Valentine's Day! :D Happy Valentine's Day people. There is a quote I found in Twitter saying 'Happy Valentines Day to all couples . To those who are single, Happy Independence Day. You still have your freedoms :D' Back to our topic today : Yoon DooJoon from BEAST & my lonely Valentine :D I'll start with Valentine. Well, as usual I went to school with the thoughts of "I AM NOT CELEBRATING VALENTINE'S DAY BECAUSE I AM STILL SINGLE. And it's been 16 years already, so like YenYee said it does not matters much." Had fun with friends in 4arif (Steph, Viv, YuWei and YenYee) Talked about all sorts of things like usual. FYI, we are all singles. Next year, YenYee is gonna be my Valentine and give my chocolates! :P This year, Vivien Khoo is my Valentine for Civics drama. LOL LOL. I do not need roses for Valentine, all I need is chocolates and BEARS. Let's move on to DOOJOON & also DreamHigh! Well, I did not know when I started to think that DooJoon is good-looking. I remembered when I first heard about B2ST from my brother, I was like "aiya, this group okok only laahh, plus I've never heard anyone like keep telling me about it also" But now, I am loving them :)) Their songs rock! \m/ I started to like GiKwang at first cause he looks so cute and then DooJoon for awhile, then moved on to DongWoon! After DongWoon of course is Yang YoSeob! They are all cuties. DooJoon looks hot in I'll Back Off So You Can Live Better MV! Right, I am done with B2ST. I am watching Dream High after Yih introduced me that drama. Trust me, it is nice. Well for me, yeah. :D Call me a korean freak cause I do not give a damn about it. I like them and that is it. I know there is many people out there whenever they heard KOREANS, they will be like 'Koreans celebrities are all fake! They did plastic surgeries.' Oh right, what the hell. Even if they did, so what? Did not they suffer more pain than us? Seriously. Alright, I'mma stop now :))

This... is how I spent my Valentines.

Suddenly I dont feel like going to school, sigh. I do not know why, just the feeling. Argh. Seriously, can I not go school?

Omg. I cannot freaking studyyyyyy. It's so boring that I am going to die.

Went to Prangin with mommy today, wanted to buy pig-rabbit and some revision books, ended up with only books, no soft toys. *sad*

Don't you think this is cute? ♥ This few days suck like seriously. Omggggg.

Happy Valentine's Day

Well. Today's a tiring day as I slept at 2 yesterday for the prayers. And woke up at 6.30 to attend school :D I expected less people to be in school but actually it has no difference. Until now, I'm still stuck with my Public Speaking. Omg. I just can't do it. Teacher, can you just give me zero? :( School was kinda fun today, I don't know why. :) Yen Yee and I wanted a yeng yeng bike but we are not going to ride it :P Damn it, I seriously want a yeng yeng bikeeeee. Fetch me by these motors! :D This week was a week full of surprises! Disappointment, shocking news and more. Shocking news such as Cheryl came to my school! Woah, you gave me a heart attack, seriously. I don't mean to dislike you or anything, but seriously I got shocked. Anyway, welcome to CGL :) Finally, I'm gonna start watching The Vampire Diaries again! Keep going on, TVD! Full of excitement! Get to see the hot guy, Ian Somerhalder again!! Well, I have to start studying Biology, Chemistry, Physics at home, especially Biology. I don't pay attention in class during Biology. Although I like Miss Ruby, but her teachings are not suitable for me. I find it boring. And Danny told me before, Biology memang is boring. Hopefully I will not fail any subjects during my First Term. I shall start my TVD now. :)

Remove or let go of people who don't deserve your time.

Well, today is the third of Chinese New Year already. Monday will be going to school AGAIN. Sighh, emoooooooo. Chinese New Year hasn't been really well for me. Don't freaking have the mood. Holiday's too short. I am dying. :D Went to have dinner with family at Pearl Palace. Uncle chia chiak. Lame lameeeeeeee. Uncle, bukan you lame. The people thereeeee. Noisy much. Talk talk talk non-stop. Zzzzzz. Bored till I died there. Went to Queensbay today, to accompany cousins. Was supposed to go at 12, but I ended up waking up at 12. Cool? :D Lined up about 30 minutes, end up beli nothing. Zzzz. Was so pissed off. Went to meet up Guatwei as she came with her family. Saw Anchaya, MeiYan, Caryn & WenJi, :) Walked around Queens like some lifeless teenagers. Went home after that, dinner as you know. Being emotional whenever I heard SS501's Because I'm Stupid. I am Stupid, Paboh! I should really stop watching dramas. It's giving fake hopes that I'll be like them inside the drama. Happy ending. No such thing. Zz.

There isn't a thing like HAPPILY EVER AFTER.