Anything #4

Good morning my dear blog :] Went to watch Sherlock Holmes with GuatWei this Tuesday. It was quite a funny movie. Holmes was dumb yet a genius :D 

We vained, of course :) 

I still think my hand looks weird :/

Was super pissed off at a lady at work today. Damn it, she yelled at me for no reason. BITCH. My mom doesn't even yelled at me 'OI!' before. What makes you think you can yell at me? Pfft. If you weren't the customer, I would've yelled at you back. Who wants your freaking rm40?! Like I don't have? Pathetic. 

Lovin' this picture :) 

And yes, I finally bought this thingy from Etude House. The one that JongHyun took photo with it :P

Cinderella.

Oh hahah! :D I have finally watched A Cinderella Story starring Hillary Duff & Chad Micheal Murray. I think I've heard about this movie before & I somehow watched the ending before. That's what I remembered. Oh well, today I have finally watched the whole movie. It was indeed a very nice movie. :) The guy was hot, the girl was pretty! I've always like Hillary Duff.  *smiles* 

Austin! <3 

I wish reality was somehow like that too. But the truth is, there is no Cinderella in this world. It's just fairy tales. 

Do you believe in fairy tales? :) 

Because I want to.

Sleepless Night

Another sleepless night. Everyday has been a sleepless night for me. Due to some reasons, I can't seem to go to bed early every night. I just had to stay up till about 4a.m then I am able to sleep well. What am I gonna do when school reopens? :/ How am I gonna wake up early in the morning?

Christmas!

Merry Christmas people! HOHOHO :3 Well, I spent my Christmas Eve & Christmas at Pesta. *weak smile* So not fun. Christmas is supposed to be peaceful.. *plays silent night* BUT.. Hell! Pesta was so damn noisy. Like shit. These two days worked till midnight man. Gosh, don't they have somewhere else to go other than Pesta?!

My Christmas gifts from mommy & I :P

Sometimes I really hope there's always someone who would celebrate all the events with me..

Anything #3

Went out for movie with Yih today. Missed her like hell! Watched Arthur Christmas :) It was nice. Arthur is really very silly but cute *smiles* It reminds me of how much I wanted to believe in Santa. But after all, he doesn't exist, does he? Christmas is better when you believed in Santa.

Spent the rest of the day searching for pencil box with Yih. Told her there will be no pencil box that suits me. *laughs* Met James, Sung Jie, Zhen Yang, Ren Hui, Calvin & also Joseph. *laugh louder* Yih & I kinda fought over Joseph. I said he is Joseph, she said I recognizes the wrong ones! But I was right then :P Yih came to Pesta with me, hehe. It was fun with her around. Thanks ling. :) 

I still can't accept the fact that you left. 

It haunts me whenever I think of you.

What can I do to have you back? 

Come back as my friend, it's okay if we're not buddies.

I just want you to be in my life.. once more. 

Anything #2

Went to 1st Avenue with Coreen, Erina & Vanessa. It's my first time going out with them anyway. :) It was fun. We were in RedBox for few hours. We sang Koreans, English & also Chinese songs :D Later on, we went shopping awhile. Christmas is around the corner people!

Belated wishes :) 

Just realized my nose is big, I need plastic surgery :P

Went to work like usual. Was pretty high until I did something super uber embarrassing! Damnit! :/ 

I hope never to happen again man. Met my first crush :O It was about 6 years ago? I think I blushed when I saw him. Oh my god. Hehe. He was someone I liked for 3 years after all. >< Anyway, today was quite fun :) 

Cause there will be no sunlight if I lose you,

there will be no clear sky if I lose you baby. 

Anything #1

Super in love with Niga Higa & KevJumba! <3 <3 My recent love. Their videos are holy mother super nice & hilarious. The videos actually made my day better when I am down. And their songs are nice too. For me :P Should have get to know them earlier! I was so dumb :( 

Not feeling well recently, girl's thing. It really kills me when I am at work. Hardly did my best. Sigh :/
Missed AiLeen's invite to Straits Quay, urgh. It still bothers me a lot that I couldn't make it. Sometimes working is just so bad. It makes me couldn't go hang out with others!

Watched Merlin s4 yesterday. Season 4 is just dang nice. The first two episode already made me cried. Urgh. Why does Sir Lancelot has to sacrifice himself?! NO FAIR!! But I don't want Merlin to die too. :'( I don't want any of them to dieeeeee. Why Morgana! Why! Why you so mean!! I love you, Sir Lancelot :D 

Feeling so down.

It's only 1.13a.m, one hour has passed since a new day started. But somehow, someone has ruined my day since 10pm. Pfft. Next time, don't give me hopes and just bring me down like that. You don't know how much it hurts. You're not going to help me wasn't because you can't, it's because you DON'T WANT. I can't accept that. If you rejected my request when I first asked you, I won't mind. BUT.. you said you'd do it for me. You said you could help. NOW WHAT?! Bullshit. I could break someone's neck NOW. Damn pissed.
I feel like I'm going to explode any moment now. I wanna go, :(

Anyway, watched Mission Impossible today along with family members at Gurney Plaza. It was awesome. Action movie though. KICK KICK, JUMP OFF BUILDING, SHOOT SHOOT, KILL KILL. BLOOOOOOOOOD. :)

Jerk. 

My first Salary :)

I FINALLY GOT MY SALARY!! 

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Money money money! CASHHH <3 Anyway, I actually started to shop even before I got my salary -.-
Bought a skirt, a pair of heels? hehee. photos will be up. :)

Ys's Sixteen :]

Went to Gurney for YunShang's birthday celebration. :) Generally, we just met up, watch movie and had lunch together. It wasn't a celebration, just a hangout on her birthday! Anyway, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, GIRL! :) I woke up at 9 on that day, it was the first day I've woken up so early since holidays started.. as you can see, I usually go online after working, so yeah :P Lyn fetched me there like usual. Met up with SARAH! Dang man, I missed her!  :( TMW came after that, that was when I started to become lightbulb. boohoo. His friend, Phang? came after that. THE SITUATION BECAME EVEN MORE AWKWARD.... They had lunch at A&W, I was there too, sitting with Phang and ate RotiBoy. I was feeling very very very very the awkward around them. So sorry if you think I was being unfriendly. I tried to talk, but I just can't. That's just who I am..

Anyways, we watched New Year's Eve! ZAC EFRON!! ASHTON KUTCHERRRRRRRRR! 

Ashton with beard :/ 

In my opinion, I think it's a worth to watch movie. :) After all, they had such superb celebration! It's a new beginning, :) I would love to have such celebration too. :/ Ys, Shaf & I cried. Emotional girls :P Shaf & I got so pissed off when Jake T Austin was pulled and kissed by another girl! We were about to shout BITCH! But thank God he managed to kiss the girl we wanted him to at the end :3

Thoughts Of Dying.

Sigh. Sometimes I really wonder what is the point of me stay alive? Like really. It;s really tiring when you're facing all the shits alone. I don't even know who to talk to. Not that they won't listen, it's just me don't wanna take advises from others. I just can't do as they say. There are times whereby I have thought of dying, it's just I wasn't brave enough. And it's silly to die for no reason. My life isn't perfect but it doesn't sucks till the max YET. I'm just really tired of you guys fighting over some stupid reason. It's not even worth for me to listen to the fight, yet it breaks my heart. Tears can't help but flows down. You people just wont change for the better, sigh. Screw it, ain't gonna give a damn about it anymore.

I MISS MY MOM :/ Mommy went to Hat Yai with aunt yesterday morning. So lonely at home -.- Not really used to being with dad as I am closer to mommy. Stayed home watched Merlin & Let's Go! Dream Team. Damn no life, I know. Merlin is nice like usual. Colin Morgan! & Prince Arthur!! :D I still remember a few years back when I was younger, I came across this show in the newspaper, but I thought Colin looked weird so I don't bother to watch it. But who knows! Merlin is nice ;) And of course, Prince Arthur is good-looking ;]

Merlin & Arthur :D 

Can't wait till tomorrow! Invincible Youth 2, AMBER & BORA! NYAAAAAAAAAA~ *giggles* 

Heart beats fast.. 

Colors and promises.. 

How to be brave. 

How can I love when I'm afraid 

To fall..

Imagine #2

So, today I had this weird daydreaming again! It's about SHINee, AGAIN.

I am currently working under JACKn'JILL company. So I was thinking maybe...

Someday, SHINee will become models for JACKn'JILL! 

(though I don't even know if they have model to promote their snacks) 

My uncle works there. So I was thinking maybe he could get me to the photoshoot!

Then I'll be able to meet SHINee! 

NYAAAAA~ 

JONGHYUN! <3 

This is mad. :/ 

Then suddenly I thought of how much Onew likes to eat chicken & I can't help but smiled. 

Party

Went to Hard Rock on Thursday for Crystal babe's birthday. Happy belated my dear :) Went to her house around 5.30p.m. Quite a number of people were already there. Lets see if I remember who were there. Foong, Bong, JinFu, Wae Samm, Min Jing, Sheng Wei, Kevin and another guy who I don't know his name. Hehe. Later on Zac fetched Foong, Bong, JinFu & I to the restaurant, Hai Bing. First time been there. Our table didn't eat much, everyone just kept doing their own stuff. Jolene & Mei Chern came too. :D We went to Hard Rock after that. It was pretty late but still.... It's my first time going there anyway. So I was like 'ooohh', 'wahhhh', 'nice' xD A bit ulu of me. Jason & Faiz came Hard Rock to meet up with 'em. We had fun there gossiping about others. Actually that doesn't consider as gossip anyway, we were LOUD. :) It was like watching movie and giving out our opinion. *laughs* Almost everyone slept-over, besides me. Wanted to, but got no transport home in the morning, so yeah. Heh. Well, that's probably all. ;) Btw, Zac's driving is as mad as Danny's. Guys, tch. Photos will be up once they upload it in Facebook.

This is what I wore that day. :) 

Imagine #1

Stayed up late reading some fan fiction again, heh. Have been addicted to it lately. And it was partly because SHINee was in it. Well, JongHyun was the side character, can't blame me for that ;) 

One confession to make, I really am a daydreamer. I can daydream anytime, anywhere! Like when I was working, I'll eventually thought of SHINee coming to Malaysia, held a concert at Penang, in PESTA where I am currently working! Then I'll starting to see myself getting crazy cuz they are just right in front of me!! Sometimes, I can even smile like a moron whenever I think of my beloved dinosaur. :D I really think of him as the cutest, most good-looking man alive in this world. That's how much I love you, Jjong ah :) Right, this is crazy. Fangirl reaction...... I think of him everyday. :D I even went to Etude House and purchase the thing they promoted. Wanted to buy the exact same thing Jjong holded, but the lady said it's not here yet.. Well, I'll just have to wait!  SHINee, please come to Malaysia kk? 

Still think yellow suits me the best. This color makes me feel like an ice witch. 

I enjoy staring at the moon when it's very bright when I am working.

I find it very nice :) 

Huge.

It's Monday again, here we go again :) I just realized I love huge stuff. Like big shoes, loose tee, big headphones. Nice. Love it very much. Hopefully I can get a collection of all these. :D

I can stare at someone's shoes for a long time. :) 

I really wanna buy one big headphones. :( 

I think a tee like that is very pretty :) 

I think kids that are 4 or below are very cute. Babies too. They look so innocent with their huge watery eyes. Adorable.

My little boyfies' ♥

It's finally a week since I started to work, *smiles* Can't wait till the day I get my salary! According to my cousin, 15th of Dec we will be receiving about half our salary. OHMYGOD OHMYGOD! I am so gonna go shopping! FIRST THING!! BUY A NEW HEADPHONE OF COURSE! I LOVE headphones, especially those that look very COOL. And also give mommy part of the money and blabla. Yes, I would like to buy something from Etude House. Guess its a korean brand cosmetics. The only reason I know about this brand its because SHINee is their current model. Hehe. It seems to be quite expensive though, plus its a waste of money. I dont use make ups. :(

That thingy that my love is holding is the one I wanna buy :) 

Don't you think they look adorable? :) 

OHMYGOD, I LOVE LOVE LOVE AMBER!! :)

I think she really loooks like my love, JongHyun. :) The dinosaur sibling ;) Currently, Amber is my favorite in f(x). And as usual, JongHyun will be my fav in SHINee :) and yes! I like YoonA too! She's pretty!! She's my fav in Girls' Generation :D :D Sometimes I really feel like a lesbian for being so obsessed about Amber & YoonA..

From left ; Amber & JongHyun.

AMBER!! :) 

YoonA unnie :) 

JongHyun made me died every time I watch videos about him.

Loveyou,

*bigsmiles* 

Hello December! :) Well, my December will be.... Sleep, eat, watch tv, online & work. I've been doing this since I started to work. Damn no life. Right. How I feel about my first job.
First day, I felt like a retard standing there.
Second day, I felt weird.
Third & fourth day, I felt like a flower pot! 
totally not fun! But I definitely feel good when someone buys something from me ;)
Couldn't sleep every night, sigh :/ Insomnia?
I would like to fix everything back to normal. 

First Job.

Today will be my fourth day of working at the fair, or people would call it Pesta. It's harder than I thought, but then.. Since I've agreed to work there, then I must do my best till the end :) For someone like me, who is unable to approach stranger first, this job is hard. Let's just hope I can get used to it after a few days more? :)

This is what I sell. 

mascot :D  

Lepak dalam toilet ;) 

COMEFINDMEATPESTAANDBUYFROMME ;D thankyou :)