week 1: Believe In Yourself

So today is the last of the first week of SPM. Had Maths today, which is my favorite subject among all the others besides English. I screwed up 3 questions just because I didnt have enough confidence in myself! I tend to get really paranoid when it comes to exam. I always doubt my instincts or answers even though they are correct. Then, when I decided to change the answer it turned out to be wrong! Seriously, if only I had believed in myself. Maths overall was fine, much more better than the other subjects.

First day: BM. Second day: English. Third day: History. Fourth day: Maths. 
BM was hard like usual for someone like me that poor in BM. Like really. Although I started reading Komsas one week earlier and I had finished the whole thing, I think I did worse than some students that just studied for a few days. Sigh. I'm just not that smart okay. I practically spent half an hour during my BM exam to draft out what I wanted to write here. Teehee. I was bored, alright? The first day literally killed me cuz' I didn't have enough sleep the night before and BM was from 8-4.30pm! There was obviously breaks in between but I can't drive so I couldn't go home. Sejarah was damn. :/ Sigh, things that I skipped came out. It's always like that!

SPM freaks me out the moment I tried to sleep when I was only a few hours away for the first paper. I also hate the feeling when we walked into the hall every morning. We queued up and walked in together, it feels scary yet fun! :)

That's all for now. Gotta work harder for the other papers. :D

Just believe in yourself and you'll do well. :)